I’m sitting here alone. On my anniversary. My anxiety and depression getting the best of me. Sometimes I wish I had never received the diagnosis. Life was much simpler before it. Yeah, sometimes I acted against my own best interest, but, I was happily unaware. Now, I’m in my own head more than ever. Playing […]Read more "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot"
It would be easy to say that I’m all better by now. Well, it isn’t. I still have my ups and downs. Unlike everyone else’s ups and downs, mine extend beyond feeling happy or sad. Mine are from one extreme to the other. I either feel as if I could conquer the world, or I […]Read more "Manic Tuesday"
So, yesterday I had another visit to the doctor. It went well, except my pulse was high. Not sure what that was about, as I didn’t feel nervous in any way. The day started with taking my little sister to work. I have two little sisters that are staying with me a while, and, while […]Read more "A Visit to the Doctor and Some Other Stuff"
Atheism is toughRead more "Being Godless and Mentally Ill"
Its a fucked up rat race in my brain.Read more "Emotional Roundabout or The Ups and Downs of My Ups and Downs"
So, it’s been a little over two weeks since I received the Bipolar diagnosis, and since I started the medication. I still get the headaches on the medication. I’m not even sure if the shit is working. I’ve never felt normal. So, what the hell is normal? I’m sitting here writing this, and I’ve never […]Read more "Two Weeks and I’ve Never Felt More Alone."
Well this escalated quickly.Read more "1 and 1/2 Days on the Meds and Was I Molested?"